How I Feel ~

I am my Inner Child....Hurting,Fusturated,Angery, ALONE, Misunderstood, I feel beatin down, I am Fearful, Broken, and continusly have people f@ckin with me. Circumstances lefted me NO choices on how I can move ahead and finish anything right now...I am stuck, I can't MOVE to a FINISHED Place. So I collected ALL my CREATIVE Ideas and work on them when I can...Just gotta find away to Deal with THAT.. It has left me feeling WORTHLESS, It has Left others Judeinging me and sayin am just a loser,n should give up cuz I am have done nothing sussceful in what I love... makes me feel like I am NOTHING till I acomplish SOMETHING ANYTHING~Makes me FEEL Alive when I do...DOesn't give anyone the right to take from me without askin,(IT 'S ALL I HAVE) or Sh!t on me becuz I am stuck.. I just wanna Create whatever starts Stirring up from My Soul~ I don't give a Shit if it takes the rest of my LIFE~ I don't care what people wanna say or do to me or walk away from me..Yeah IT HURTS BUT I ' ll GET OVER IT~ It's MINE, MY Creative Time Focus, LIFE~