WELCOME ~

WE ALL LIVE WITH GHOST INSIDE,

WILL WE LIVE,

OR WILL WE DIE,

UNDERNEATH THEIR HAUNTIN' ECHO,

FELT DEEP INSIDE YOUR TWISTED BOWELS,

YA KNOW THEIR THERE,

WHY SHUT YOUR EYES,

BRAVERY IS A MISGUIDE FORTUNE ,

NOW YA CAN SLEEP WITHIN YOUR SHALLOW GRAVE,

AWAIT THE NIGHT, AWAIT THE DAY,

WEAKENED BY THE HAUNTIN'  HISS,

REMAIN ATOLL,

FOR THEIR HIDDEN BLISS,

MOKIN' ANY HOPE  OF TRANSFORMATION,

GIVE~N~TAKE,

HUMILIATION,

WELCOME TO Delirium, DISTRUBIA ,

SHUTTIN' YOUR MOUTH,

THE COST IS FREE,

FADED HOPE, BENDED KNEES,

NOW LYE BACK DOWN UPON YOUR GRAVE,

AWAIT THE NIGHT, AWAIT THE DAY,

YA DIDN'T LIVE,

YA DIDN'T DIE,

ACCOMMODATING  GHOST COME HAUNTIN',

ACCOMPLISHED GHOSTS ABIDE~    Soda Soule Jan 19 2012~

DayDreamer~

AGENT, AMBITIOUS,AFIRE, ALTERCATION...

BABBLE,BAIT,BANK,BANISH...

CANDOR,CACOPHONY,CIVIL,CLUMSY...

DESCENT,DISARRANGE, DISCLOSURE, DISEASE...

ENGRAVING,ENSLAVEMENT,ENTANGLED,ENTERPRIZE...

FOSSIL,FORWARD,FASTER,FOUNDATION,,,

GLOOM,GRIT,GESTURE,GARISH...

HYPNOTIZE, HUMILITY, HYMEN,HAMMER...

IMPERIOUS,IMPERSONATE,IMPLY, IMPRISONMENT...

JEOPARDY,JACKET, JUNCTION,JOUST...

KINDRED,KILLING,KENNEL,KEEPER,

LABEL, LEGITIMATE,LEPER,LEGEND...

MACHINE,MADHOUSE, MARATHON, MAYHEM...

NOTORIOUS, NOCTURNAL, NOTICEABLE,NUMB...

OBLIGATE,OBEDIENCE,OBJECTIONABLE,OBSCENITYS

PACKAGE,PAIN,PARALLEL,PERVADE...

SACREDNESS, SACRIFICE,SPECTATOR,SABOTAGE...

THIEVERY,THOUGHT,TENDENCY,TEAMING...

UNADORNED,UNAFFECTED,UNACCOUNTABLE,UGLY...

VOWEL,VENTILATOR,VENT,VERGE...

WARDROBE,WALKING,WANDERING,WARDEN...

X~RAY,~X~SHAPED,X~RAY,~X~SHAPED...

YEARN,YELLOW,YOUTHSTER,YIELDING...

ZERO,ZEST, ZANY,ZENITH~  Soda Soule Jan 10 2012~

CULTURE ~SHOCK~

CULTURE ~SHOCK is a Stereo~Typed


phase from people who are Afraid of being Themselfs,~n~From


People who are Self~ Centered


~n~ can't see pass their


Ass~Cheeks,


~n~ From People who rather remain


Ignorant~


~n~Just see Differences as a Threat~


~n~ From People 


Who Allow Ignorance~n~Intolerance To Cuddle Their Mind in 


Stereo~ 


They Remain Blind,Deaf~n~Mute...


~n~ Make Others 


Mute,Then Deaf~n~Blind...


Individuality Is What 


Shapes~n~Chances the World~


~n~ That's Not a Fad Thing To Do. 


Individuality SHOULD BE THE CULTURE ~WAKE~UP 


CALL~! 


We Are All Different,Unique,


~n~Are Evolving ~ 


We All 


Have an Individual~Path, 


Purpose, 


That Links Us All Together in Harmony at The End~! 

The Hardest Part~

The hardest Part in Havin P.T.S.D ... IT ISOLATES YA ~! Cuz HUMANS Judge ya... They think Ya'll Be A Burden to Them, They Think That There's Something Wrong With Ya, They'll Think Your A Weirdo, Wacko, Sicko, Nut~Job... They Think Ya'll NEVER be anything BUT a Disease...NO ONE WANTS TO LOVE SOMEONE WITH THAT "PROBLEM"... ALL THAT Is A F~ING LIE... Time to END That F~ING Cycle... IT"S NOT A DISEASE.. IT'S AN ISSUE...Everyone suffers From it one time or another in Life... Ya'll NEVER Escape off this Planet before Being Touched by it... CRITTER"S Suffer From it TOO... PEOPLE Educate Yourself, Stop Judging ,Hating ~n~ Abandoning Those who SUFFER~. some of them Ya USED To LOVE... ( That F~ING pisses me off That Humans are STILL F~Ing Like THAT..) No One Wants to Suffer, NO ONE ASKED FOR IT~! IT"S A Slow~Death ~Fight When Ya SUFFER ALONE~!

RAIN~

THURSDAY, MAY 6, 2010

I love rain, the engery from it..Nothing bets a a raging rain storm when ya need a little connection outside yourself..and nothing bet a gentle rain fall when you need to have some shelter and comfort from what's within you.......
Rain

Raining...
Connecting...
with such loneliness
and strength....
Floating on the water..
Floating on the breeze....
Capture my oxygen...
Let me breathe...
Playfully amuzing...
Discovering me...
Hold my hand out...
Mother Nature , take it...
Connect with me..
Reaching...
Waiting...
Wanting...
Rain...
It's raining...
The rain will fall...
No where to hide....
Just grow ...
Just know.....
Believe...
Feel free...
Tasting it drop on my lips...
Heal me..
Move me...
Discovering me....
Rain......
written by Soda Soule Aug. 18 2008
copyright

Standing Within ~

FRIDAY, MAY 7, 2010

Standing Within

Standing with or within,
the shadows of loneliness is the only time I am not alone.
The shadows of a child,
with the loss of innocence, has found Strenght and Wisdom,
though I weep.
The shadows of depression and oppression,
has left the chains and lock,
and holds the key.
The shadows of a lover unsatified,
has found Passion and Desire.
Yet standing with or within the shadows of loneliness,
is the only time I am alone.

coryright 2004soda soule

I don't Really KNOW~ITS ~ (Heart's Logic)~

I don't really know what IT Is... ITS not that I want, Well not really, As a Child yeap,
I wanted to Be Loved,
~Loved ~n~ Acceptance~ is what seemed to be NEEDED ~
IT was a NEED, A Need that became a WANT That was barely full~filled ~n~ Always came at a cost if it Happened~
So through ~out my Years , NEED Yelled at WANT, haunting WANT to remember the COSTS that happen, Desires would take a beat~seat ~n~Laugh at Passion~ WANT was always unsure, Passion Over~Seen Desire to make sure IT wasn't Selfish~n~ IT always Leads back To NEED~
If I NEED then ya think I Want, ..
I do~n~ I don't ....
I do if IT Nurtures My Heart Past any FEAR~n~Doubt,
I don't if IT comes from a selfish source or becomes selfish,
I don't seek IT out, or set IT up to happen,
I don't expect IT at ,
I do accept IT or will accept IT,
IT ...I don't know IT
I thought I knew IT when something was unfoldin... BUT that Unfoldin IT wasn't IT....
ALWAYS happens .... So I LAUGH AT IT For Haunting My Heart.....
I think IT is Laughin' at My Heart's Logic ~ well too bad IT.... My Heart's Logic has Become IT,
~n~ IT was LOVE Laughing at Desire,Passion,Want~n~Need......
IT became LOVE from MY Hearts Logic... IT became something that lacked in my Years, Somethin I never received without a Cost~
MY HEART's LOGIC IS IT~ N~ Waits no, Wants Not No More~ Just settles Need into a soothed State to Embrace what part of IT Needs to Embrace me....