I HELD IT ON MY LIPS... THEN I RIPPED OUT MY OWN HEART~ ( WORDS BY SODA SOULE, ART BY A N G E L ~
Sunday, April 22, 2012
I am the Dancing Skeleton ,
In Fact I Removed All My Skin,
NOT Becuz It wasn't True,
Just So Ya Can See The Real Within,
So Here I Go A~Dancin",
Truth So Bare of Me ,
I have Nothing To Hide In My Closet,
In Time Ya All See,
I Just Dance In ~n~ Out Of My Grave At Night,
Just Dance With All My Might,
My Curtain Won't Close Just Yet,
While I Dance Upon My GraveYard Set...
Yeap It Seems It's Open Too All...
Come Watch the Skeleton~Dance, Fumble ~n~ Fall ~
(Word By Soda Soule~ vid 1895: Auguste & Louis Lumière: Le squelette joyeux http://youtu.be/uNReoA8BV_Y ,ART By My Pet Skeleton)
Born Into A World That Suffercates The Spirit Born,
Sympathy Just Ain't Right,
Sympathy Just brings Shame ~n~ Humiliation ,
Is that What This Being Is Worth... Sympathy From a Distant World,
A Distant World that Knows All About The Suffocation,
Slowly Dieing Spirit Of A Child~Like Soul,
~N~ Sympathetic~Jesters Are Sent To Slap The Ass Of The New Born ,
Better Make It Count So The Child Is Not Choking For Air ,
~n~ Can Wait ForSUFFOCATION ....
Abomination ~Reborn Into Death That Surrounds The Innocent,
Then The Knowing Soul...
THE WORLD THAT SURROUNDS ME NEVER EXCEPTED ME,
THE WORLD OUT IN THE DISTANCE ONLY NIP~N~SLOWLY CHEW BITS OF MY SOUL,
THEN SPIT THE BITS OUT INTO MY FACE,
I AM THE ABOMINATION ~REBORN...
I RIDE ON SUFFOCATION ....
I RIDE ON SUFFOCATION,
I RIDE ON SUFFOCATION,
I RIDE ON SUFFOCATION,
Upon The Death ~Piled Souls,
I RIDE ON SUFFOCATION With A Smile,
Death Surrounded Me,
Death Surrounds Me,
Death Is Always In The Distance,
"I AM AN ABOMINATION, HEAR MY Primal Scream, I RIDE ON SUFFOCATION"
The Reborn Soul Ya Left Suffocating In That Castle Is Now The Warrior ~Rider~
(FEB 6 2012 Words By Soda Soule, Art By LAURIE lIPTON )
I Will NEVER Let My Soul Turn , My Heart Blacken, My Body Fatten, Nor My Mind to Turn To Dust... MUSIC Is The Lungs Of My Spirit... I Will Breathe~
I Remember My Soul Born, My Heart A New, My Body Hungry, My Mind In Awe Drinking The Muse... MUSIC Was The Lungs Of My Spirit... I Could Breathe~
I Had My Soul Torn, My Heart Ripped~Open, My Body Raped, My Mind F@cked, Evil is the World...MUSIC Was The Lungs Of My Spirit... I Couldn't Breathe~
I Had My Soul Die, My Heart Cry, My Body Ache, My Mind Wonder upon Death...MUSIC Was The Lungs Of My Spirit... I Wanted To Breathe~
I had my Soul Self~ destruct, My Heart Eventide, My Mind Fellowship~ Suicide...MUSIC Was The Lungs Of My Spirit... I NEEDED To Breathe~
I have My Soul Anew, My Heart Without a Clue, My Body Insufficient, My Mind Inanimate...MUSIC Was The Lungs Of My Spirit... I HAVE To Breathe~
My Soul Willing To Attain, My Heart Wanting To Regain, My Body Reconstructing Freely, My Mind At Open~Liberty... MUSIC Was The Lungs Of My Spirit... I Am Determined To Breathe~
With My Soul At Ease, My Heart Endows Endurance , My Body Enslaving~Drive, My Mind Engineering... MUSIC IS The Lungs Of My Spirit... I Am Willing Breathe~
I Will NEVER Let My Soul Turn , My Heart Blacken, My Body Fatten, Nor My Mind to Turn To Dust... MUSIC Is The Lungs Of My Spirit... I WILL Breathe~ ( Words By Soda Soule Feb. 4, 2012 , Art Artist Unknown)
~Your Spirit is Speakin,
Are Ya Listenin'~>?
Now that the Ghosts have Left the Halls Of Death ,
Can Ya Feel The Vibrations of Livin" Anew,
Nothing foul afoot, Just Your Spirit Whisperin' to Ya to Breathe in the Oxygen ~Muse,
The Demons Are Nappin,
Your Child~Spirit a~tappin On Your Heart To Play,
Are ya Goin' to Let Your Spirit's Lips Tremble with Words Of Certainty ,
Just To Await Actions of a Equanimous~Soul Fate~Fulled Faith Orbited To Silence Once Again~>?
( words By Soda Soule...Art By Jaap van der Wel)
For the First Time in My Life I have a Place to Live that seems, N Feels Safe to Live.. My Critters are Healthy~n~Happy N Safe...
I am away From That Fuckin Asylum I lived at N Those people, I don't think the ones who stalked me will find me....
I have removed all Fake,N Negative Friends outta my Life... my Heart still Hurts, N I feel abit Broken , But It is SO WORTH IT~ I am Not Lonley For Humans hangin around.... It would be cool if it happens, but I don't have that kinda luck, lol, I'll have a quick few minutes conversation here ~n~ there BUT That's about it... I did make a new friend, But I think it;s gonna be a thing where I say FORGET IT... LOL...
I always am straite~up Honest WITH NO Hidden agendas, 99% of Humans are NOT Like Me, It's a Fuckin Head~ache more the a disappointment... May~Be I am Not Meant to Have Humans in my LIFE Breathing on me... Only Friends I have Made (after all my Real ones past away) Friends in the Distance Showed me True Friendship, Love, Encouragement N Where just REAL... Interstin that that's how its always been... I am ok with that...
I still have nightmares about ALL The Abuse that was non~stop for ten Years...., I still have moments of Fear N Doubt, It hurt so bad I couldn't Cry, N When I did cry abit it was only Cuz I had NO One to chat with..I just Needed a Human BEING for a Moment that was a Friend, Its Fine I don't have that....
But I try n work on the Healin part after I GUT the negative... I will tell ya It is Hard as Hell.... How I am I gonna Heal Instead of Just Cope If I never Get to have POSTIVE Experiences ~? I don't know... But I am Trying To make things Flow, n Grow with what I got...Create On Rock On ~!! That's All I got... N ALL I Got To Offer The World is my Heart So Don't Fuck That~!!
FEAR=DEATH, = FEAR=DEATH ALIVE TO SPEAK~N~SEEK,
I watched the Train Leave....,
The Enigma OF The Unborn Love's Hidden Speech,
The Labyrinth Of All Fears Dancing ,
Places my Soul Back Upon The Open Graves,
A PlayGround Full Of All I have Battled,
All Foe's Souls ~Energy Still Lie Awake Within The Veined ~ Fields Of Rage,
I Now Have the Power Of It To Hold In My Hand,
Action Out On One's Self,
Or Do Away With Any Passer By,
Fear Now the Motivator~>? ,
Instead of The Unborn Love,
I Have Not Met,
The Hidden Speech Motivated Me Untill Fear Mazed Me Into This State,
Still LOVE Unborn,
Wanting To Breathe,
I Have No Where to Place It Yet
,Since My Death,Death~Alive to Ride Amongst The Skeletons's Crawl ,
Ride Along~Side The Labyrinths' Walls,
Surrounded By Their Worlds, ~n~ Their Walls,
I am Within The Enigma Of a LOVE Unborn ,
The Labyrinth Of Fears,
My Motivation was First Just That ,
That was NOT There,
The Unattainable Without Cost Or Care,
Motivated By Something I Learned Now Not To Understand,
How Can I Understand Something That Does not Exist Beyond Being Born,
Why Does It Mock Me,
Is it Deceiving Me Into Believing In Something That Will Never Become,
N Fear Was A Way To Motivate Me Into This Truth,
Leave Me HERE On This Battle~Flied,
Except For Foe's Souls ~Energy ,
Awakened Within The Veined ~ Fields of Hope
Tainted By Fear Echoing Darkness
With That Hidden Speech Now Turned Away From BEING,
Within The Enigma,The Labyrinth Walls Of Fears
,My World,Surrounded By Their Worlds,
~n~ Their Walls,
The Skeleton's Crawl is Now Of My Own Abandonment,
Veined ~ Fields Of Rage,
Fought All That There Was To Fight,
Fight Fear That Is Always The Same,
Just To Have My Unborn Motivator Speak,
Try To Regain The Hold Of Love Unborn,
The Hidden Speech Now So Well Kept~
(words by Soda Soule ART by Laurie lipton)