Monday, April 19, 2010
Chasing The White Rabbit
Empty and hollow should be my soul,
Apart of me has left me along time ago..
Appears to me like a White Rabbit.
I want to stay in the darkness, I should have stayed in the dark.
Just like I did when I was a child.
I was surrounded by violence and darkness and always locked-away.
But the White Rabbit appears and awakes a state that is unstable, unsatisfied and has been unnourished.
I was ALWAYS locked-away, locked-up,shut-up,locked-out,
and left there in a Mad-Hatter state of mind waiting for the White Rabbit to come back...
"Create-Create...Create.... I am pressed for time..surround me with LOve and UnDersTanDin'..I hAvE BeEn ThRoUgH enough...I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER"
I NEVER WAS GIVIN THAT SURROUNDING.----Unless it was from a selfish One....And it would suffocate my creative breathing.
Suffocates my "Human Being"....and make me wanna chase the White Rabbit, that I seen now outta the corner of my eye...
"Pressed for Time, Where I'm I goin'..I am gonna be late...I need Nourishment now ..not latter when I am numb...I need to feel Love now...not later...when I have had enough and not able to anymore"
My Inner Child IS me...-n- I am always locked-down into a state of child-like wants and needs.
It exhausts me into a dream-like state. Again I see the White Rabbit.
The White Rabbit calls to me,...
becuz I want that part of me to figure out "The Follow"
"Hollow is my Soul. left in the darkness.
Alone and waiting for Time before Time runs out.
I must follow the White Rabbit.
I am also pressed for Time....
and left holding on to a Soul unnourished"